All I Can Do is Be Me, Whoever That Is.

None of the people in my life knows this page exists. What you'll see is the real me. I am a 20 year old musician, lacrosse player, college student, and I'm diagnosed with a major depressive disorder, OCD, and social anxiety. My followers will get to see the insanities in my head, which is something no one else will ever see.

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3 June

the-real-deal-james-neal:

Look at that beautiful city <3

3 June

Best. Date. Ever.

So we got hookah in Oakland, then we got our guitars and went to Webb Park and jammed on the hood of my car. (she also plays guitar). Then we just sat and looked at the stars and talked for at least an hour. Then I took her home. No kiss, no sex. Just two people having a good time and enjoying each other’s company. It wasn’t anything serious, but it was so nice. And I’m so happy :)

I’m so fucking proud of myself. I went from being locked up in a mental hospital to being able to go on a date and not think of my ex the whole time. She doesn’t control my life anymore. I feel free, and liberated. Finally, after years of depression and a few months of hell, things are finally starting to get better.

I <3 all of my followers for putting up with all my personal posts. Seriously, I was really fucked up. if I can feel this way, you can too. All it takes is to have someone to be there for you.

3 June

17aint-so-sweet:

I don’t care if I have already reblogged this a million times. I’m going to continue to reblog it every time I see it on my dashboard.

2 June

I have a date downtown tonight.

Excited :)

2 June

I hate it when girls are too pretty for me.

1 June

1 June

“I’ve never seen her as consistently happy as when she was dating you. She really fucked you over”

Glad I’m not the only one who thinks so. Like, he’s a tool. Everyone knows it. She made the mistake of leaving me. Not my fucking problem.

anyway, I HAD SO MUCH FUCKING FUN AT THE TADESCHI TRUCKS CONCERT!!!! I have the most awesome friends. ever. :)